Emotions and Dreams

Have you ever met or have known somebody whose got the same attitude as you but when you come to see her, there's a fit of jealousy or anger that builds up inside your chest?

Well, I have. You see, liking a person isn't easy. This most likely to happen when you don't get to know more that person or you didn't have any chance to talk to her. You think she's just the corniest person alive who's getting the people you value the most but then you realize there's a lot of things you need to know. She has the attitude you hate the most in this world, you still say though. But then again, have you ever thought of some people saying that you've got the same qualities of the person you hate the most? That is just a realization by them but most of the time, it's true. I've seen it for myself and then I realized, life have more worth when you dream and achieve than hating things you shouldn't.

On this day of your life, Frances,
we believe God wants you to know...
that it's time to STOP going through the motions of living,
and START living.

Are you willing to do that now? Or are you going to wait until all life energy drains out of you and your loved ones who are trying to support you at this very moment? You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let dreams show you the path to your bliss.

What a perfect quote for this day. I'm going to start living and life starts with productivity and Super Junior. Apparently, I've been enjoying downloads especially the ones with Kibum. I simply ignore the things without him. Kim Kibum, Bryan *gulp* Trevor Kim OR 김기범 is mine. =)) Speaking of which, I ordered and paid for the Version C CD of their third album which cost me $19 more or less last May 18th which was the official release date for YesAsia. The person I ordered it from texted me that it was shipped last 24th and I'd probably get it 14 days later, June 6th! Well, you guessed it, I'm excited :"> :">

“Without leaps of imagination, or dreaming, we lose the excitement of possibilities.
Dreaming, after all, is a form of planning.”

- Gloria Steinem

We've Got A Road Ahead Of Us.

Nixie's pasalubong from Japan

May 19

This is totally fun day. I went to Eastwood with my friends, Mich & Nixie. Nixie and I met up at Save More Don Antonio at about whatever time that was and since we don't have any idea of how to go to Eastwood by jeepney or something else, we decided to ride a cab. We went straight to the Cybermall (basta, the old mall but not the oldest, gets? HAHA) where everything was still closed and the floors were still slippery. So we decided to buy tickets for "Angels and Demons" at the other mall but then, we were indecisive that time that we just waited for Mich to come.

We, then, just ate at Teriyaki Boy. Fooled around and ate a lot. Good thing Nixie treated me the Crazy Maki! I got so full right then and there but still, I wanted to buy something from DQ. And speaking of DQ, we saw Mich! We greeted each other: beso, hug, WHATEVER. =)) We fooled around the newer mall again and then there was Angel Aquino, Iya Villania and Megan Young. Well, when we saw Iya she was in a sleep state so..

Mich: Ba't dito siya natutulog? Wala ba siyang bahay?

Seriously. HAHA. The next time around that we saw here, she was with Drew Arellano already. Okay. At 1:30 PM or so, we got back to Cybermall already for we still have a movie to watch. "Angels and Demons" starring Tom Hanks. What about it? Well... despite of me being so I-wanna-go-to-the-toilet-already that time, I still managed to what's the word until the end of the movie. 'twas really funny because I was really shivering from the low temperature of the cinemas. After, everything went fast and then we have to leave already.

May 20 - 24

These days are very unnecessary. I talked to myself all day. Sarcastically. I just learned that sarcasm can be a result of bumming.

May 25

Happy Birthday, Marielle Barraza! ;)

This is officially the "OMG I'm so hot day." The temperature went up to a blazing 30 degrees. And we were riding in an old Mazda Sedan 323 to Cainta. Oh and by the way, I already passed my shit for our school. I wonder what they're going to do with that but whatever, eew. So yeah, we went to Cainta to get some stuff for the embassy and since it was such a color-coded day, we had to do things immediately. And! The student license mission failed.

I shopped. You know, this is the thing that made going to college more exciting. New clothes and no uniforms but the sad fact is I will always have to decide of what to where. Everyday. I shopped in F&H and Bayo, btw. I still don't have a bag or bagsssss and proper shoes....

May 26

I woke up REALLY early because I had to go along with my parents for I have to get my student license. It was a "success" now, I guess ;)

Frances got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...

... that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.

The Hayden-Katrina FUCKING Scandal. I know how everybody feels here: you want them to shut the fuck up and clear things out 'cause they're getting too much attention already and everybody needs to get a hold of reality now. We don't care what happened to Katrina and Hayden or better yet Hayden and Aling Dionisia. They can have all the sex they want. They keep blaming each other and now that Hayden's mother popped up into the scene, things are more complicated. They're going to arrest each other.

OHMYGOD what is happening to the Philippines. And the senate should've known better, bitch.
Good thing Kim Bum's here. Reunite, people! ;)

SPAMMING results to a NEW URL.

I Also Have These Times

I just have to blurt it out: my cousin's fucking pissing me off!

Everytime we talk to our aunt in Skype, he's also telling this and that about me. I mean, what the fuck. I don't want the attention, his attention. He even said that I even Plurk, Multiply whatever shit there is all about me all the time and I'm not exaggerating. He's not even my... whatever, nevermind. It's so irritating. No make that MORE THAN IRRITATING, like the worst thing on earth, even worse than shit. (Grammatically speaking, there isn't a worse than worst but please allow me to use my freedom of expression, thank you.) Like he knows everything I'm doing, like he knows everything. Assuming.

I can't help myself but to tell these. He's only eight years old, I know, but I don't really like the attention I'm getting from my family. It's like everyone's watching my every move. When I'm at their house, he's always following me around: everytime I go upstairs and basta, everywhere. Can't he at least get a hint of independency and originality like I always had since I was a kid? Nakakaasar talaga! For example, I wanted a Converse as a gift and then he suddenly blurted out that he also wants a Converse! I have an iPod, he wants one. I have a PSP, now he wants one.

What I also don't like about that kid is that he doesn't know how to listen everytime. I know our family is a group of stubborn people but I can't really stand him. I'm 17 years old and he's turning 9 on November. By. The. Way. I'm sorry I ain't to mature to handle this. Nobody can't stand him consistently and what I mean by that consistency is that they cannot ignore him all the time. Someone's also telling me I should punch him. I'm kidding.



HAH. I feel better now after I have said these things. But I feel a little bit bitchy.
My blog is the only place I can express my feelings since I don't have any diaries with me. I know I should me more mature than my maturity right now but please.

EDITED.

About my layout: I've modified some things. I put the Haloscan comments instead of the Blogspot one because I wanted to (it's found down the blog title and the date. I'd really love to receive comments!); I put the links all together in one set rather than that of the free-whatever-link-system that is; I made my name MUCH MORE VISIBLE compared to what I used to have.

I just watched two movies: The Fight Club and Daddy Long Legs.


The Fight Club is a 1999 movie based from Chuck Palanhuik's book of the same title. The movie was mainly of fighting. Some parts may be confusing so I suggest if you watch this movie, go to IMDB.com for the summary and then you'll realize it isn't so much puzzling! Plus, Brad Pitt's there! I'm telling you about Brad because it might interest you.


The second movie of the day, Daddy Long Legs. Like any Korean drama, someone had to die. Literally, it's genre is drama. I'm starting to like Ha Ji Won!

"Probably the difference between man and the monkeys is that the
monkeys are merely bored, while man has boredom plus imagination."

- Lin Yutang

(너라고) It's You Drama Version

Fangirling on the Next Episode.

I'm tired of sitting.

I'm tired of bulging my eyes out in front of the laptop.
I'm tired of this whole boring routine.
I'm tired of typing.
I'm tired of decisions.
I'm tired of boredom.
I'm tired of waiting.
(I'm tired of hearing 'The Climb')
I'm just plainly tired.
And I have to get a life now.
Maybe go to college.

So basically I'm bored as in major. I'm anxious about college, all those emotions mixed up! As of those people who don't know what new world I'm gonna enter, it's the University of Asia and the Pacific also known as University of Abundant Papers (Anna M.), University of Armani and Prada (Dani) but it's all UA&P and it's in Ortigas. I wonder why I'm so excited about it. New people, new corridors, dudes (I went to an all-girls school, FYI) and a new schedule makes the difference.

Before college officially enters our lives, good luck to my batchmates here:

Arli (MAPUA), Ceejae (UPD), Elai (Ateneo de Cagayan),
Jue (San Pedro College of Davao City), Pamela (UST) & Patty (DLSU)
Pardon me for those I forgot to include here. I'm not sure if you're going to college already :P

Frankly, one thing I'm excited about UA&P is meeting oriental people. Yeah, oriental not tropical or whatever. And my future! Ohmygolly, I can't wait to see my future in that school. I want to end up working in Singapore or HongKong or anywhere but... Since I'm talking about college right now, I'll have a recap of what results I got from the hardships of being a senior.

UP PAMPANGA
HAHAHA. This is cuh-razy.
Passed.

De La Salle University
Passed.

University of Santo Tomas
Passed.

ATENEO DE MANILA UNIVERSITY
The best result =)) FAIL! =))
Seriously, I can't get over it.
I laugh everytime I think of it.

Now that I'm one a different path than of my friends who's going to study in UST & DLSU, I'm most definitely the one who's left out. Then maybe, I'm just really different from them. Or not.

I am a rule, not an exception. How sad.

- Anna M on Twitter

(I still have to pass my shit for my medical exam :|)

PS: I'm having a new blog!

Rock My World.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY, MAMA!
It may seem to be a little late for this blog
but belated Happy Mothers' Day to your mom, too!
You, whoever who's reading this.

Swimming, lakwatsas and things like those. Last Saturday, we went to Antipolo for a little swim. We still can't go to a beach resort 'cause my mother's not here in Manila which made Mothers' Day quite lacking. So yeah, whatever. I was with the whole gang namely: my aunts & uncles, cousins and some neighbors in Cainta. (If you may ask, I'm not from Cainta but we have a house there.) We swam all day and we even tried out the pool with 10 feet! I felt the pressure and the result? Red eyes, back hurting, muscles heavy but there's really the feeling of accomplishment. HAHA whatever shit that is. There's one thing I've learned, though...

THE MORE THE MERRIER!

K. But seriously, I've only learnt of that now. I'm not a loner loser. In fact I love being with my friends but when things get serious, I prefer working with myself and think of it as more advantageous. That's the reason why some people get mystified by me. FTW?!

Denise, I, Tam & Jamie

"All love that has not friendship for its base is like a mansion built upon the sand."

- Ella Wheeler Wilcox

When college enters our lives, I hope nothing will change.

The Things I Love Right Now :)

a. Boys Over Flowers (꽃보다 남자)

So today, it's gonna be premiering here in the country through ABS-CBN. I'm against it, though. Don't get me wrong, okay? I just don't like it being shown here. The bright side is, they didn't change the characters' names! :D soyijeong.goojunpyo.yoonjihoo.songwoobin

b. One Litre No Namida/One Litre of Tears (１リットルの涙)

I've been watching it for the past two days before it starts on GMA because... I'm really curious about the plot and why some people go crazy and tearful when they watch it. I had to see it for myself and guess what, I found myself sobbing.

c. Push

OMG. I effing love Dakota Fanning! I really like her acting so much :-bd And Camilla Belle's really pretty. I'll rate the movie a 3.5 out of 5, though, 'cos I was expecting it to be so much full of action but there wasn't that much.

d. True Blood

Don't watch it if you hate vampires and Anna Paquin. Out of curiousity and even though I don't like Anna Paquin, I'm watching and loving it. It's more likely to be Twilight-like but I tell you, it's not very much Twilight but more than that. Ironically speaking, I love True Blood even though Anna Paquin's not my type of an actress.

e. Hannah Montana: The Movie

I wonder why I always forget the last h of the Hannah. =)) I hereby declare that I'm a fan of Miley Cyrus that's why I downloaded the movie. People are too much blahs about Miley but whatever, I like her and Demi Lovato and Selena Gomez and Ashley Tisdale but definitely not Vanessa Hudgens. Sarreh ;;)

f. FUCKING SUPER JUNIOR

Fucking isn't part of the group. LOL, it's just Super Junior, a 13-member Korean group and they're gonna be releasing another single from "Sorry, Sorry" which is entitled, "It's You."

DOWNLOAD "IT'S YOU"

Thank God Kibum is already in their video or else... Haha :P But I'm glad he's back already :">

g. Gossip Girl

Everybody --- or at least all of the people I know--- already knows the You Know You Love Me line.

h. 90210

The next thing to Beverly Hills 90210. Erin Silver is love though she went so much ballistic during one of the episodes.

i. Atashinchi no Danshi (アタシんちの男子)

It's a very good show :D Especially that Horikita Maki (Hanazakari No Kimitachi e) and Koji Seto (Koizora) 's there.

Chisato Mineta, a 20-year-old homeless girl who moves about from parks to net cafes. Her mother died due to an illness, and because of her father's disappearance after earning an incredible 100 million yen debt, she is chased out of her home. Every day, Chisato must fight a battle with this debt, until one day she meets the president of a huge toy company, who agrees to pay of her debts if she marries him. Chisato now finds herself as the young mother of six eccentric sons, all adopted by the head of the company as successors to the company...

Source

I'm wanting more oriental friends here. Search Google for what I mean by oriental.
Ciao!

'Hope' is the thing with feathers That perches in the soul -
And sings the tune without words And never stops - at all.

- Emily Dickinson

Eh, Eh, Eh, Eh, Eh, 2NE1

공민지, 박산다라, CL, 박봄
(CL is the leader; Gong Minzi is only 15 years old, btw;;)

After many months, weeks, days and hours finally 2NE1's single "FIRE." Park Bom's voice is to love. And OMG, Dara's like the female T.O.P! I love the her part, the fire-coming-out-of-her-hands. This group surely is the female Big Bang but Big Bang itself should have a comeback already.

And yes, the girl second from the right is Sandara Park if you don't know by now. I feel happy for her because at least, she was able to redeem herself. Like some of you, I used to hate her... well not exactly hate but I just don't like her. She's better off in Korea if she wanna sing than here.

FIRE's the is on repeat mode since
Sorry, Sorry (슈퍼주니어), Gee (소녀시대) & Tell Me (원더걸스).

"I'm gonna drop it like it's hot." ♥

So much for an LSS, eh? Try to listen to it too ;;)
For the meantime, it's quotes time!

"Yes, sadness is only temporary. But what hurts is, it attacks frequently."

"How do you know if you're valued?

It's when people do things for you not because they have to, but because they really want to see you happy."

" 'I Love You' :
A warning;
An interruption;
A plea for attention;
A justification;
A reminder;
A trap;
A disguise;
A revelation;
A way of saying nothing;
A way of summarizing everything;
A surrender;
An opening;
An end."

Get The Picture.

Pretending you understand someone else and not saying else is a lot worse
[than talking to people face to face].

- アタシんちの男子
(Atashinchi no Danshi)

That's it for the day.